DFTBA. Don't forget that brains attract.

I am so bored. Sometimes, before I go to sleep I wonder if I'll be in a 'real' relationship by the time I'm twenty. You know what happens? I sleep. And I mean like a log. No, I don't. It keeps me up all night.

I don't do it often, mind. Just sometimes. On the days when I don't feel pretty. When I wonder if anyone actually likes a bossy smart arse who doesn't know when to stop being a know-it-all. Those days are the days when I put on my smile and start my day. A fake smile, but I like to think that I am alright at pretending. But if my friends are reading this, I don't want you to start worrying about me, because it actually helps me see things in perspective.

I'm sure many children would kill to have my chances. Sure, my family isn't that rich, but we have common sense and intelligence. And brains do attract, and I just hope that I can find someone who will love my strange sense of humour as much as my stubborn-ness.

Good night all, I love you guys!
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